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Muuvies!

2010-12-25T12:20:00.000-05:00

Launched a blog project over at tumblr called Muuvies!
It's a quiz game about movies. Enjoy!

Hors sujet

2010-11-29T22:06:00.000-05:00

Yellow Moon

enter the void again

2010-11-20T19:21:00.000-05:00

really based on the movie this time.

Look on the bright side

2010-11-18T16:19:00.001-05:00

Keep lookin' :)

First holga film

2010-10-28T15:58:00.000-04:00

Leaked light because of an untight film. Lotsa fun, definitely not the last one, learned only a bit. Here's the crop from the roll. Named them because I'm a pretentious kid who thinks vintage photos make me a bawss.
Yayyyyy.

Un chat borgne et le passé

Oreille d'une femme

Fantôme sur la route

Préméditation

Carcasse

Réalités alternatives

enter the void

2010-10-25T00:09:00.002-04:00

hope

2010-09-27T11:39:00.001-04:00

I know what you did last summer

2010-09-09T21:07:00.000-04:00

Dans le rouge coliss

2010-08-09T17:16:00.006-04:00

*incepted*

beam me up scotty

2010-05-16T23:16:00.001-04:00

I'm just not good at being human. I'm just not a good human.

I'm just not human...

Fuck.

ghost walking

2010-04-17T23:09:00.003-04:00

Where
is my mind ?
...

Deicide

2010-04-09T19:04:00.003-04:00

feels nice to give a damn.

... is proof that my soul found understanding...

2010-03-13T13:24:00.006-05:00

Turmoil.

This cold shivering in my chest...

2010-03-13T12:47:00.006-05:00

Figurines that fall like leaves the disappear, keep calling
Is it real?  Is it real?
Dark machines that wheeze and breathe then mock the air, appalling
What is real?  What is real?
This world can really be too much
I can't take another day
I guess that I've just had enough
My minds slipping far away
I'm falling in & out of touch
Could someone please explain?

Set my mind for open sky, but couldn't fly, so sadly
What am I?  What am I?
Sullen eyes shed teardrop lies then criticize, now laughing
What is real?  What is real?
It's really all become too much
I'm not sure what I should feel
I guess I've finally had enough
I don't know if this is real
I'm crashing in & out of touch
Can anyone explain?

"

dizzy

2010-03-12T18:57:00.002-05:00

tired and...

I want to wear some Julius

2010-02-23T22:30:00.003-05:00

It is simply another protective layer that hides the flesh that conceals the insides that hides the soul or the lack of one. This veneer of fabric becomes a continuation of our personae. It communicates an impression that can be false. Therefore, I attribute great importance to the worship of this accessory. One can hide underneath in broad daylight until one forgets what one is hiding in the first place.

Absurdity is currency
Logic a rarity
Reason a luxury
Reality a mythology

Jesus help my pokerface!

2010-02-20T01:48:00.004-05:00

It's getting heavier. Harder to take off. Maybe this is what I wanted all along. Maybe there was nothing to take off. But what if there was? Then, what lies beneath? The yet-to-be found Truth or am I already it? Am I coming to terms with the Truth or settling for a lesser one?

... a covering to disguise or conceal the face

Smoke Signal

2010-02-07T14:15:00.002-05:00

J'ai vécu mille en une vies dans ma tête.

Poison Dreams

2010-02-06T02:50:00.002-05:00

Lie to me. Lie to me. Lie to me. Poison dreams.

Falling into character

2010-02-02T13:17:00.004-05:00

Winter felt like she was not a season. She confessed that she thought she was merely the void in the Cycle of Seasons. All the intricacies and beauty of her arrival did not comfort her. For she remained frigid towards the other seasons, unable to bond with Spring, Summer and Autumn. Deep down, she wanted to fade away admist Time. The other seasons knew about this but did not care, according to them, it was but a fleeting state.

Une carte typographique

2010-01-15T20:59:00.000-05:00

"Nestled in soundscapes caring to my imaginary soul

shapes lose form and grasp onto feverish eyes;

I want to escape this solitary cove

yet I feel so warm in this imaginary womb."

---
Je suis trop léger. Enchaînez-moi avant que je flotte.

Put a big bird in a small cage and it'll sing you a song.

2010-01-07T18:43:00.002-05:00

"There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there."

A cage too big

2010-01-01T17:26:00.006-05:00

A little different. Three small booklets/sketchbooks made up of all the excess paper and test prints from a school project that I could use. Bound with strings. 2010 is gonna be eco! (not)

2010 RESOLUTIONS:

Uhm... post more shit.
No last-minute school projects.
Get fit. (sounds like 2009 all over! D:)
Save money. (to splurge eventually?)
Be a better human.

Nü-Yeer Rawr

2009-12-31T17:23:00.002-05:00

"Imagine how it would be
To be at the top
Making cash money
Go and tour all
around the world
Tell stories about
all the young girls"

Green with Envy

2009-12-24T17:41:00.002-05:00

In a beautiful prison, wishing she did not know what "prison" meant, a girl sought to escape her happy ignorance. If only she knew better, thought her captors as they watched her flee through the diamond wall and into the Garden of Mirrors. Reality had lied to her there was no such thing as "freedom" only the contentment of a mere copy of its concept.

Singularity

2009-12-22T20:14:00.002-05:00

"This process of becoming something else would render many of our abstract philosophical puzzles suddenly concrete. Is being "human" strictly biological-just an evolutionary status as a member of the species Homo sapiens?"

That quote was from a GQ article following the Spring 2010 style preview. I felt like I had found something that understood me. Haha

Sometimes, I'm okay

2009-12-17T00:25:00.000-05:00

Sometimes, I still pretend.

auto-portrait

2009-12-10T23:49:00.002-05:00

"In a haze, a stormy haze (...)

Here I am and I'll wait in line always, always..."

Un aperçu 2

2009-12-03T13:00:00.003-05:00

drink a water bottle. my throat is dry.

Un aperçu

2009-12-01T22:30:00.002-05:00

du projet de portfolio que j'ai à faire dans mon cours de dessin. Thème de la plupart de ces dessins: les gens sur l'autobus. Dessins qui prennent au maximum 20 minutes. Ici, un collage de plusieurs esquisses.

I found truth...

2009-11-30T15:47:00.004-05:00

in a room with no corners.

---

Prior:

I lost control again. Time management skills: zero. Self-discipline: dead in a back alley. Todestrieb: off the charts. Blocking out unnecessary reflexions: dire necessity.

Current state: unfair expectations for the future.
I am back on track.

DURAGUNLANSSAH

2009-10-27T18:52:00.006-04:00

Having my creative brain cells burned at school leaves me with small motivation to do personal stuff. This is nothing much, a quickie to fool around with the colors and the sketchy style I've been so fond of lately. This has a link with dragons somehow... He's a dragon lancer... yeah.

DURAGUNLANSSAH!!!

Cute Little Dead Things

2009-10-17T22:05:00.003-04:00

And you'll ask yourself:

"Where is my mind?"

Le Ça

2009-09-23T20:35:00.003-04:00

Todestrieb is my mortal enemy and childhood friend.

(Will be reworked into a working maze hopefully...)

The Clone Returns Home

2009-09-09T21:41:00.001-04:00

"Untruth is valuable because it leads to truth."

(Bigger sized-image than usual.)

Hubris

2009-08-20T19:06:00.002-04:00

Mary was Japanese.

Did you forget...

2009-08-04T21:05:00.002-04:00

...to take your meds.

(edit: smaller blank version and corrected the quote)

Stop the world...

2009-07-27T22:00:00.001-04:00

...I want to get off.

(Guess the inspiration :D!)

Happiness is a state of mind that I try to visit from time to time

2009-07-27T00:22:00.003-04:00

(inspired by Philip Lim's fall 2009 collection)

"I left a trail pills to find my broken heart in your lost mind."

Weeping rock, rock

2009-07-05T23:49:00.004-04:00

God did not create Woman from Man's rib but rather Woman created Man from her bodily desires and Man created Woman from his inpure thoughts. God only witnessed to his horror as Man and Woman fled the perfection of the Void into the imperfection of existence.

---

Full View

This is Old

2009-07-02T20:40:00.003-04:00

I've been getting deeply inspired by Sartre's writings lately aswell as current events happening in the world. I've been pondering on our condition and wondered how I could illustrate all these perspectives in a coherent way.

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Actually, I've been reading fashion blogs, shopping online and watching Gossip Girl. À la porte, la sincérité et le symbolisme! Bonjour l'indifférence artistique et votre interprétation personnelle!

scribble

2009-06-17T17:33:00.002-04:00

"Disaster is a natural part of my evolution," Tyler whispered, "toward tragedy and dissolution."

Primal God

2009-06-15T18:22:00.003-04:00

Cervus is the primal god of life. Guardian of nature and protector of the living. He nurtures the creatures of the forest and is believed to bring prosperity and love to all those who follow his teachings. Although his true form is unclear to mortals some say he can take the form of a stag or a tree. Witnesses also recall a blinding halo around the stag or tree that blinded them before dissapearing completely.

According to ancient lore, Cervus has a twin brother, Heorot (not pictured). He is the deer god of deceit and suffering. He embodies all the sins of man and flourishes in the cruelty that human civilization exerces on his brother's creatures. It is said that the stag brothers share the same heart and are therefore bound to each other for eternity. They are often depicted strolling side by side in a forest.

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Cervus is latin for deer and heorot is old english for stag. I just went wikipedia on your ass.

taste the rainbow

2009-06-10T17:49:00.001-04:00

au minimal, qu'est-ce que tu voulais dire?!

around the world

2009-06-03T18:40:00.000-04:00

voyager

feeling similar

2009-06-02T12:58:00.001-04:00

"Are you tied to you? Like between you and me, victim and assailant... you and your boyfriend. Can you relate to yourself? Are you connected to yourself? Are you sought by yourself? When the rain dries, clouds form.
-When the rain dries, clouds form! When clouds moisten, rain forms!"

and crash

2009-05-30T16:51:00.001-04:00

on ne bouge pas. on vibre.

take a leap

2009-05-24T21:13:00.000-04:00

like a bauss! :S

recyclé

2009-05-20T14:08:00.002-04:00

fuck la stm. le transport en commun devrait être gratos. l'éducation aussi. et sans oublier le pain. et le beurre pour le pain. ainsi que le couteau à beurre. bref, fuck le gouvernement. fuck la religion. fuck la police. fuck la populace. ehhh attends...

dandy

2009-05-20T14:02:00.002-04:00

He's a magician. He uses smoke magic. Preaching existentialism, he is one of the rogue mages defying the Church's iron grip on the population. He is known as Renoir and has lung disease. His life is going to end. He's going to act. BAM!

He sorta fights by blowing smoke at his opponent shaped by magic. For example, he can create a smoke shield to block incoming arrows or create a lion of smoke to attack his enemies. He's pure baddass and likes to quote Sartre.

No one knows the full extent of his smoke magic. Some say he can even turn his body in smoke and dissapear but that's just crazy ain't it?

l'excitation de l'indécision

2009-05-20T14:01:00.001-04:00

on a comme l'impression qu'on peut faire le bon choix.

Jisatsu saakuru

2009-05-19T23:51:00.004-04:00

54 schoolgirls jump onto a train track

2009-05-17T15:09:00.003-04:00

an idea. it'll get better. actually everything will get better soon:

I'll post some decent stuff SOON!

Oublie pas

2009-05-13T00:22:00.003-04:00

I flipped through a book dedicated to YSL today so I felt like doing something close to fashion illustration.

Infernal Affairs

2009-05-09T19:05:00.005-04:00

Crap paintover.

Dérapage

2009-05-06T20:27:00.002-04:00

J'ai vu quelque chose de beau. J'ai vécu quelque chose de laid.

Admit it!

2009-05-01T16:14:00.004-04:00

So much... fitting text in a frame is unnecessary.

Pull ease

2009-04-29T15:06:00.001-04:00

Let me in.

Back2Skool

2009-04-28T15:20:00.002-04:00

That girl with the stripped dress and short hair was so cute.

L'Agneau de Dieu dit:

2009-04-25T23:11:00.003-04:00

This is the art of ruin.
*headbang*

Remember Me as a Time of Day

2009-04-25T18:02:00.002-04:00

Painter X + Adjustments in Photoshop CS3 (30min)
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Je stagne. Je cours. Je stagne. Et je cours toujours.

Something was supposed to happen

2009-04-21T23:28:00.002-04:00

i lived. she appeared. i died. she dissapeared. i lived.

Fist of God

2009-04-12T20:33:00.000-04:00

last night was stroboscopic :)

Esquisse d'une femme

2009-04-08T19:00:00.000-04:00

Prémisse d'un souvenir

2009-04-07T21:50:00.000-04:00

an oldie but a goodie x.x

Spoiled brats

2009-04-03T18:37:00.003-04:00

of a corrupt aristocracy we are.
(did this at work then put it in my back pocket so it kinda got blurry :D)

Impossible Love

2009-04-01T22:53:00.003-04:00

Okay so I got this super cool idea for a manga/anime/drama. It's the story of a girl that is really in love with another girl. She secretely loved this girl who happens to be very mean and conceited in some way (brown-haired). Yuki, the brown haired girl, comes from a rich family and always have good grades so she acts all superior and is very cold to everyone while they try to please her. Mui, the red haired girl, is a kind girl with a warm but confused heart. She is very shy. She somehow falls for Yuki after witnessing her cry. Although she never dare talk to Yuki during all junior high. After witnessing how the guys in her class easily flirt with Yuki even though she gives them no reaction. Mui desires to be able to act like a boy to be able to non chalantly have a conversation with a girl. In senior high, she enters the same school as Yuki but as a boy! She creates herself a whole new persona that kinda succeeds partly and ends up being herself but just disguised as a male. Her weird behavious somehow attracts Yuki's attention. And they somehow manage to develop a friendship that will continue love all while Yuki ignores that Mui is, in fact, a girl. In between that, Mui becomes friend with a gay classmate, Asano, who kinda guides her in her relationship with Yuki all the while harboring a secret love for this delicate "boy" he has befriended. While maintaining this male identity at school, Mui goes to cram school to keep up with the prestigious school (she followed Yuki so it was natural it was a good school) and meets Makoto a handsome guy who befriends her. They meet and talk and that enables Mui to open up to guys. Mui soon finds herself in a love crisis caused by her lies. Should she tell the truth and possibly face rejection or run away and never able to know true love again or should she fall for Makoto... OMFG *cry*

Novelty Substance

2009-03-29T22:40:00.002-04:00

"The night of the fight, you may feel a slight sting. That's pride fucking with you. Fuck pride. Pride only hurts, it never helps."

Happiness Section

2009-03-29T13:42:00.002-04:00

previously unreleased songs

Pride

2009-03-28T10:30:00.001-04:00

Pride is linked to fear and determination.

Devastation

2009-03-25T21:35:00.003-04:00

"Baby, I've got some words for you. (...) You've got disaster on your mind."

Demon Prince

2009-03-25T12:29:00.003-04:00

Sketch paint. Been a while I didn't do any concept art.

Today

2009-03-22T15:34:00.001-04:00

is okay.

dreamculture

2009-03-20T23:31:00.004-04:00

poison.
let's build something

One two

2009-03-20T18:06:00.003-04:00

singin' in the rain

Vive l'amour!

2009-03-18T23:27:00.007-04:00

not enough
...
...
...
...
stroboscope.